There's always a little apprehension before a baby shoot, will baby be awake, will they be content, let me move them around, what's mum like, what's dad like, what's the space like..it's hard to visualize a shoot when things are so unpredictable.
9 times out of 10 I have the exact shots played out in my mind and 10 times out of 10 I never take one of those shots.
I think it's this unpredictability that makes me apprehensive, I'm a planner, I think I've told you all this before, so when I go into a shoot not knowing what's going to come out of it it's fair to say it makes me feel a little sick.
First babies are always even more nerve wracking, mainly because most of the time I have handled babies more than mum and dad have. Moving a wee baby around for a photo shoot is very different to calling in for coffee and having a cuddle with a new born. To get the kinds of shots everyone oohhs and aahhhs about you often need to get these tiny things into slightly uncomfortable positions. Imagine how you would feel being made to lie on your tummy when you can't hold your own head up?
So a couple if weeks ago when I offered to take photos of a friends new baby I wasn't exactly thinking about the lack of sleep I always have before a shoot, the ache in the pit of my stomach or the nausea that ensues as I pull in the driveway. I was thinking about how gorgeous this little girl would be and that I knew I needed to have her in my portfolio! Selfish I know haha
I needn't have worried, as soon as I was greeted at the door all the apprehension waned, the nausea turned to nostalgia and I couldn't wait to meet Charlie-Jane. Her mum and dad are the most laid back, accommodating people I have met. They were more worried about getting the right shots for me and making sure I was happy which as you will see from my favorites below made for a somewhat romantic photo shoot that oozed love, appreciation, adoration and complete contentment.
I am so grateful to people like Phil, Jane and Charlie-Jane, without them there would be no time to stop and take it all in, for there would be nothing to stop for or everything would fly by so fast and we would simply miss the joy in living.
Love x